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Name: Shaun Lim
Birthyr: 15 Nov 1985
Likes: Dancing, Singing, Chilling, Majong
Dislikes: Insects that flies, Bitter stuff

Wish list:
A braun buffel wallet, A cool sport watch,
An OAKLEY sunglass, Playstation 3

Links:
google, yahoo, youtube, Starcraft Arena

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you're still my favorite melody

7:54 AM•Friday, April 30, 2010
Tired and quotes

This 2 days have been tiring. Things happen at office and my partner had to handle the more serious cases, which in turns means I have to cope with all the normal operations. I can't imagine if this goes on for a week. Though assured that it won't be possible, but I really wonder how it would be like if my office was to drop to only one person on shift. I think no one will ever work there. My partner was pretty tough as well, being bombarded, doing lots of research and answering to so many people. Well, there are good days and there are bad days. -Life Sux-

This week I also had my appraisal by my bosses. Told by them that my performance is still acceptable, though I believe they are just being nice but I won't deny that it feel nice to be accepted. Compared to the other SAs, I know I'm pretty far behind. My bosses also mentioned something, which kind of bugged me. It made me realised that human are really fake, never simply trust anyone. The world is beautiful and coated with honey is a phrase for the naive.

"Don't put the key to your happiness in someone esle's pocket but kept it in your own" I read this from a mail. Found it interesting, though I think I'm likely in the situation in finding the key before I could think of placing the key. Well, as one of my personal quote "The earth still spins, the time still tick, nothing will wait so move on quick."

From now on I shall only smile~

7:34 AM•Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Confused...

I wanna write something, something that is going through my head. Issues, problems, thoughts but I couldn't. Nothing seems right. I've been typing and deleting for the past 10mins now and this is all I could reached. I'm really confused of who I am, what is right, what is appropriate, what is there.

Confused, I am.

8:40 AM•Monday, April 26, 2010
New design

Previous design seems a bit "beng". Original intention was to portrait something dark, something mystery but the more I look at it, the more it didn't seem so. This round the theme is autumn. Its a way to describe my current life. I really really like this design, not designed by me ofcause and a big thanx to the creator.

9:10 AM•Saturday, April 24, 2010
Fresh day...

Woked up this morning feeling kind of refreshing. Sat infront of the comp, did my usual Facebook gaming, watched a few anime and got cracking into cleaning my room. It is still not as clean as I hoped it to be, but it is definately better than before. Atleast my wardrobe and shelves are more organized. I'll leave the remaining on Monday then.

Evening time headed out with mum for dinner. Suggested to go over to Hougang Mall since I wanted to get some boxes to store all my unorganized junk. Ended not getting even one box but a new phone :D Finally, after weeks of consideration, I had brought the phone I've been aiming: Sony Ericsson Xpheria X10.

It wasn't planned at all but just happen, but I'm pleased about it. Was so occupied exploring the phone features that its already past midnight. Gonna have more fun with it tommorrow. :D

7:06 AM•Friday, April 23, 2010
Rust

When iron rust, its texture became rough...
When iron rust, its shine fades away...
When iron rust, its slowly weakens...
When iron rust, its weathered away...

It doesn't matter anymore...
It doesn't concerned anymore...
It is simply nothingness...
It is simply the end...

The good thing abt ending friendships are that it can be ended without doing anything, unlike love relationship where it is one responsible to tell the other.

From now on I shall only smile...

3:02 AM•Thursday, April 22, 2010
Who am I?

This week is pretty crappy. Seems to be down at every aspect. Took over a shift from a friend, but well since it was his birthday, plus the fact that I didn't get him anything this year. All is well.

Recently life has been work and nothing else. Spend pretty much of my off days cramping in my room. So many things to bother about, so many things that simply wish it will go away but life ain't that beautiful. At times felt like finding someone to talk to but couldn't.

Suddenly feel lost and terrible about myself. Who am I, I asked. There seems to be so many person in me where all contradict to one another. Suddenly, I thought back to the days when I was in poly. THAT me was so carefree, so straightforward, so daring. When I'm down or a complex problem faced, I'll self-reflect and no matter how I would get solve it even if the action taken was to be offensive, unreserved or embarrassing. If there was a problem with school, I would hit right to the root and seek help even it means that I'll appear stupid. If it was a problem with people, I would face them head on, talk to them out openly. Yet now, I couldn't. What happen to THAT me, why couldn't I bring it back. Why couldn't I revert to THAT me anymore.

-Life sux-

6:09 AM•Monday, April 19, 2010
Realization

Friends are hard to come by, friends are precious and friends are remarkable.

Don't we hear a lot of this positive impression when the word 'friend' came into mind. Recently, in fact for the past few months, I'm really doubting all those meaning. Perhaps I'm in denial that I've have good friends or perhaps I'm just a bad friend. But yet those around me simply comes and goes, leaving their footsteps. Friends, close friends, good friends are simply phrases.

I felt really neglected. In fact, not only that, there were even situation that let me realized that I've only been remembered due to hidden intention. I could really laugh at myself right now. So I guess this is it. Reality is at such and I shall accept it, embrace it.

Oh and welcome back to my blog.